~Inohasha

Ok I haven't been on in forever. I know sorry. I got in to this thing call IMVU. I like happy there I start make picter and talk to people. I have fun.

I'm still with Inohashi. He can be well you know. and He call be very sweet. I love him for it. I glad I have him and not some ass. lol

I had my friend over. Amanda and jen Jen. Man that was fun. I know I have to cope with some things. Cues I'm not really ues to have some eles around ever day. i'm a only child. and it hard. but i love my friend. there and I know tehy under stand me.

well this is it for now. see ya

Inohasha

I stop ask people are get it I do want help. Im asking there are a lout of word I know that I just don't rembe then trhere some I never got.

like beautiful,or signature I not always geting. it hard to keep up with. I can talk very good. and all my friends say they understand what I'm try to say. well it not just them I want to make understand what I want to say but everone who get a paper from me.

I will make it with or with out help. I will ask and I know there a lot of people busy but I been cry for help ever scince I was little.....

people heard it in 11th grade. thats sad. so all the help I need when down the dran... for nothing. I speake from the heart.


I need,want,would love help,but I will understand I need to do thing on my own.

thank you for reading.

Hey ever one I guess I will say I'm not ok I'm let people know. I sick out my mind i keep get head acks and cry from them NO I have seen a docter. I have no money to so I going to fight it. I been take meds for them. I studing though. for my SAT. GOD I hate that I wait so long to do it.

I got a word to day it Benevolent: to do good, marked by or suggestive of goodwill

I try to be benevolent to my friend.

but for now right now lonly sick and crying. it 12:12 at night so here I am

I have my wow back( world of Warcarft.) I'm soooooo happy. I when to seemy family in TN . They good. al but one but i'm not going to talk about that preson. I have a lot to be think for riht now I man it home safly. Oh ya I know in myspace. I was rainting Man, I was piss off. to think about i don't know why. but Whatever it was I had to put it down. it sad... really abut ever thing I side. I not point finger at in one. I see it happen everwhere. I happy to say I know I a hand full when I was growing up but my mother told me I was a good kid. I mean it been to the point My mother was going to leave my day guess what I was going to be with her. I love my mom. God gave her back to me. and I don't care what anyone say about that but my lord gave me a mother to watch over me to take care of me and By God she did. and you know what I want to do something sooooooo nice for her. It sad. ever around almost allway hurt her. I mean I bet even been cloes. I mean when I when to 3rd gr and I walk in by my seld she was hurt and cryed. My dad has made my mother cry. I don't think amanda B. has...... My mother was very disspont in Amanda l and her family... My mother been mad a Jen jen. She as HIGHLY upest with Kristena. Me and lori have been in troble and my mother eer been mad at robert(MINE). Yes I know. if you don't know why then you call me and ask or seen me mail. I just know family hurt her and I sick of this happening so I want to do some thing nice for her. She been though a hard child hood and as mother. I know she need some time away from being a mother. I'm 20 now so I need to get my shit together and let her have some space. but I don't want to be to far cues I fall in to depason if some happen to her I cry for year....

any why.. I miss my friend and my bf. I can say this. I don't want to hear any about it. I can say I miss him ever if I saw him 3 min ago and I have. cues I love him I been in lot of long distens relship. all over so to have some one soo cloes to me here. I tend to miss him cues I know I can see him soon.... I miss my friend I mean it had to find time to do thing. I know some people can hold a job and go to school and talk to all most ever one. well I not some people. I me. You know those people who say when I was your age. man that piss me off to. ever thing changes so it will all way seem like tthe kids off thids time have it better.. guess what we do but when it get better it get wors too. man I must be sleep I reanting off my head. of well

I will talk to you later
Ino out

BAd
MY HEAD IS KILLING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want to cry so bad, but I can't. MY WOW=world of warcaft won't downlode and that PISSING me off. I want to Fucking kill it. Man not one know. but that all the bad

GOOD

Well one of my best friend are down here. JEN JEN here and I'm happy about it. I mean that. Amanda been here alot and I'm happy annd all. I was lolrotf when I saw when Jen jen was going to be here June 19 she know why. That so sad. I want to be able to stay out of ever thing. I seem to be apart of this. I need to let some people go like angelica...


I trying but I still care about her. SAD huh? Ya i know oh well I know I don't write ever day But i can kep going. I just keep my head upi and I will make it. YOu don't think so your worng. I saw a moiver and it was 16 dolleger. but I can wait. YEp yep
I want to dance. but I miss some things. I'm get sleep too but i will be ok. Talk to you all later byebye


JEN JEN IS HERE!!!!